Amidst the shouts of pain, frustration and loss; the loss of love and every good thing one ever felt they had. Life feels to have only been in the past and now you live in fear and hopelessness. The past seems to be a life to live when the present looks be the worst and there's no hope first even the next hour to be any good. Faith becomes a whisper, hope is all gone and nothing to hold on to you can see.
Looking for an easy way out and the quickest way possible seems the way to go. We cease to see what's happening around us or even what the truth actually is. Then the desire to compromise creeps in, breaking just a few boundaries for now" won't kill. Then it doesn't work for today, another day for another try it works or even the first time it does. Then you cover it up. The trend grows, "but I'm a Christian the world can't see me like this, I gotta keep it untill I fix it ".
The mask grows bigger and now it not only covers the face but also your body and what you intend to do.
Far deep you have gone and you can't climb back on your own. You already made everyone think you're such a mature Christian, you can't swallow your pride to ask a "less mature" Christian for a hand. Then you give up and choose to live in your mess.
Actually you should give up and give in to Christ. He's been watching waiting for that moment you realise you need Him. The weary body and Brocken heart, just bring it back to Him. He's a wonderful saviour.
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
Yes, His blood saved us from the penalty of sin, the same grace leads us from the power of sin until we leave the presence of sin.
Let us hold on to him, let us wait and submit our lives to him. He is just and faithful.
Let's surrender to the Cross.